:: Friday, December 12, 2003 ::

Yesterday I learned that @^.^@ is something good and that #>.<# means someone is upset or mad. I have to make that distinction... Anyhow, I'm glad you are my @^.^@

Back to studying...
:: Robert 1:01 PM [+] ::
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It's been a crazy two weeks with all sorts of crazy things happening. Well, I don't know why I am not myself, because I know what's right and wrong for me. I know what I should be doing but I'm breaking my values and promises. I am so sorry and I don't deserve any Forgiveness... Grace is something I definitely don't deserve and now my life has fallen in a seemingly endless hole... how am I going to get out? Please help...
:: Robert 9:43 PM [+] ::
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Walt came up to visit yesterday and it was good times all over again when the 3 of us (Walt, Phil and I) got together to play Monopoly. Sure enough, with a few tactical errors that Walt made, Phil came up victorious and with every chance he had, mocked us by giving us money to get back into the game. Although the loss was hard to take with Phil gloating at every moment… it was still good times.

@^.^@ and I are going to watch The Matrix Revolutions tomorrow. I can’t wait… despite the fact that the movie received horrible reviews, it’s going to be a good and special time…

:: Robert 8:04 PM [+] ::
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School is almost over!!! I can't wait until the holiday break starts.

This morning I received an unexpected greeting card from #^.^# and it made me smile and laugh... it made my day and now I'm going to be happy despite the fact that today is crummy with bad weather. I can't believe it's been 3 months now :D I'm glad that you enjoyed your Ice Cap. It was my first time too...



:: Robert 9:42 AM [+] ::
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Last night was a night to remember. I had the most interesting and quote “strange” Halloween. I watched 28 Days Later, which I must say is a freaky movie worth seeing twice… and only twice. After the movie, #^.^# and I celebrate our 3 month anniversary about 3 days earlier than the actual date. The gift I got for #^.^# was a gift that I hope will help her have sweet dreams and hopefully have at least one of those dreams come true.


:: Robert 9:35 PM [+] ::
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Yesterday, I was studying at DC library at a table all by myself. It was good… quite… just me and my Microeconomics textbook. I was a few minutes into my reading when all of a sudden, 4 girls sat at another table next to me. They brought out their books and then… started chatting about… stuff not related to their studies. They were talking about their hair, their looks, and their life styles… even their careers, which I hope will “fail.”

Since when do people come into libraries and chat like it’s a mall. For crying out loud, it’s a place for people to study. Anyhow, I really wanted to go up to them and ask them politely to be quiet but I was afraid that they were going to take their period out on me (They seemed really… bitchy.) Anyhow, I left to study at the Laurier library, which was a lot calmer, and peaceful… and had better-looking girls… jokes…

:: Robert 4:08 PM [+] ::
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Hurray!!! I finally have the Internet set up at my place and now... well... it's time to blog.

Rather than fill you in on what you've missed, I'm just going to pick this up like it was yesterday.

My Hockey pool really sucks right now because all my players are either injured or slumping. I am in 7th out of 8, and guess who I am ahead of... Caleb... and not by much. In any case, I hope my team picks up these next few weeks.

I have two midterms this week, and one of them (marketing) is with Phil. We can finally quiz each other on material that we are both taking and hopefully get some work done. At the same time we can compare who gets a higher mark...

For the first time (this term), my brother Mike and I had a really "insightful" conversation the other night. I had a whole bunch of questions and he gave me some sound advice. One of the things he ask me was "what was my focus in life?" At first I hesitated, and then I said God. He said "really? are you sure?" He replied, "once you truly find and recognize your focus, and apply it in everything you do and decide... you will be more absolute and comfortable with your choices"... hmmm... sounds like something I already know... but do I really know?


:: Robert 9:47 AM [+] ::
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