This is my story...

2003-12-12T13:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I learned that @^.^@ is something good and that #>.<# means someone is upset or mad. I have to make that distinction... Anyhow, I'm glad you are my @^.^@

Back to studying...

2003-12-09T21:43:00.000-08:00

It's been a crazy two weeks with all sorts of crazy things happening. Well, I don't know why I am not myself, because I know what's right and wrong for me. I know what I should be doing but I'm breaking my values and promises. I am so sorry and I don't deserve any Forgiveness... Grace is something I definitely don't deserve and now my life has fallen in a seemingly endless hole... how am I going to get out? Please help...

2003-11-08T20:04:00.000-08:00

Walt came up to visit yesterday and it was good times all over again when the 3 of us (Walt, Phil and I) got together to play Monopoly. Sure enough, with a few tactical errors that Walt made, Phil came up victorious and with every chance he had, mocked us by giving us money to get back into the game. Although the loss was hard to take with Phil gloating at every moment… it was still good times.

@^.^@ and I are going to watch The Matrix Revolutions tomorrow. I can’t wait… despite the fact that the movie received horrible reviews, it’s going to be a good and special time…

2003-11-03T09:42:00.000-08:00

School is almost over!!! I can't wait until the holiday break starts.

This morning I received an unexpected greeting card from #^.^# and it made me smile and laugh... it made my day and now I'm going to be happy despite the fact that today is crummy with bad weather. I can't believe it's been 3 months now :D I'm glad that you enjoyed your Ice Cap. It was my first time too...

2003-11-01T21:35:00.000-08:00

Last night was a night to remember. I had the most interesting and quote “strange” Halloween. I watched 28 Days Later, which I must say is a freaky movie worth seeing twice… and only twice. After the movie, #^.^# and I celebrate our 3 month anniversary about 3 days earlier than the actual date. The gift I got for #^.^# was a gift that I hope will help her have sweet dreams and hopefully have at least one of those dreams come true.

2003-10-28T16:08:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I was studying at DC library at a table all by myself. It was good… quite… just me and my Microeconomics textbook. I was a few minutes into my reading when all of a sudden, 4 girls sat at another table next to me. They brought out their books and then… started chatting about… stuff not related to their studies. They were talking about their hair, their looks, and their life styles… even their careers, which I hope will “fail.”

Since when do people come into libraries and chat like it’s a mall. For crying out loud, it’s a place for people to study. Anyhow, I really wanted to go up to them and ask them politely to be quiet but I was afraid that they were going to take their period out on me (They seemed really… bitchy.) Anyhow, I left to study at the Laurier library, which was a lot calmer, and peaceful… and had better-looking girls… jokes…

2003-10-22T09:47:00.000-07:00

Hurray!!! I finally have the Internet set up at my place and now... well... it's time to blog.

Rather than fill you in on what you've missed, I'm just going to pick this up like it was yesterday.

My Hockey pool really sucks right now because all my players are either injured or slumping. I am in 7th out of 8, and guess who I am ahead of... Caleb... and not by much. In any case, I hope my team picks up these next few weeks.

I have two midterms this week, and one of them (marketing) is with Phil. We can finally quiz each other on material that we are both taking and hopefully get some work done. At the same time we can compare who gets a higher mark...

For the first time (this term), my brother Mike and I had a really "insightful" conversation the other night. I had a whole bunch of questions and he gave me some sound advice. One of the things he ask me was "what was my focus in life?" At first I hesitated, and then I said God. He said "really? are you sure?" He replied, "once you truly find and recognize your focus, and apply it in everything you do and decide... you will be more absolute and comfortable with your choices"... hmmm... sounds like something I already know... but do I really know?

2003-08-26T10:53:00.000-07:00

What the?!?! Has it been that long since I've posted a message on my blogspot? Wow.

Anyhow, this summer had it's ups and downs but I'm gald that it's ending on an up note. Things were really crazy/busy/fun/whatever for me... with my family, my friends, and my =P

I can't wait to go back to school... soo much to look forward to. Tata :^)

(more to come...)

2003-06-18T10:05:00.000-07:00

http://www.hsus.org/ace/19076

Sometimes I wonder what the hell goes on in the mind of americans. Some believe, absolutely nothing, but to be honest, I think it's... well... nothing.

Not to undermine them... they have done some good things like "aiding" nations to victories in both WW and making all sorts of discoveries and neat inventions but what americans lack is... well... common sense, humility, maybe an intelligent president...

Anyhow, this article is about The Humane Society of the US asking its population and other countries to boycott tourism in Canada because of seal killings. The come up with all these stats and I was like WTF.

First off, The F@$%in Humane Society does not see the whole picture or better yet, lack the ability to put things into perspective. It's "OKAY" for american troops to enter the middle east and start dropping bombs and slaughtering innocent civilians who just so happen to be "in the way." Not the mention, the "accidental" bombing of our Canadian Troops in Afghan. This really upsets me because of this stupidity that most people do not see.

It's killing seals worse than killing people... apparently some americans think so... If Springfield can have their "Wacking Day" why can't we kill seals? (my attempt to argue seal killing is okay although I personally don't condone it. But you guys see my main point.)

Anyhow, shame on Bush and the US...

(my thought of the day)

2003-06-10T19:59:00.000-07:00

Well... looks like I have some bad news at home. My Grandpa has gone paranoid and the situation at home looks very grim.

Firstly, you must realize that my grandpa is at the age where the irrational thought is rational to him. He does not know what makes sense and the fact that he still lives in the era where elders are always right does not help his case. My grandpa needs help but it is literally impossible to come to terms with him because he will not listen. As far as he cares, the world is against him…

I really don’t know what to do… all I’m doing now is being an obedient grandson and taking in all his teachings (discerning what makes sense of course.) He’s falling apart and it looks like prayer is all I can do for him. If you are interested in the seriousness of the situation and want to help, call me. I will explain…

2003-06-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

It's Friday... and you know what that means... well, don't need to say because you already know... HAHA

I'm headed up to Waterloo today to visit my brother Mike, and friends. It's going to be AWESOME, although it's going to rain on Saturday. But no need to worry because we're watching 2 Fast 2 Furious tomorrow and it's going to FABULOUS... or should I say... LUDACRIS!!! After, I plan to go clubbing at the REV with some ACC friends. It's going to be FUN but more importantly, it gives me a chance to catch up with some them (at a club???). In any case, I'm really excited now because, today I'm going to have Chicken Roti with a co-worker, and he's claims the place we're going is the BEST. I hope I won't be let down like the Matrix...

2003-06-03T19:57:00.000-07:00

Second blog of the day… now that’s a first. Today was a real downer, not because someone upset me, but it was me. I had another bad game. I know my role as a supporting player (oppose to star) and I take shots I’m open for. However, the last two weeks were horrible. I could not even “buy a bucket.” I have no form with my shot and no co-ordination with my release (I think it’s the working out.) I’m a chunky player who needs to have a little more finesse. In any case, I need to work on my game to be a better player but I don’t know where to start… I know God wants me to put aside my pride but still… can I get better? Does God really have an influence on my game?

Aside from that, I’ve also been getting really “strange” feelings lately. I can’t describe it but I’m going to sleep on them tonight. Anyhow, later…

2003-06-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

Here I am, working for TD Bank back in Markham because of SARS. It’s great here… sleeping in, getting home earlier, getting my own car to drive, saving money on the GO tickets etc. However, I would rather prefer working downtown because the pace and atmosphere is much faster there. Anyhow, I’m not going to complain because there is really nothing to complain about.

What’s on my mind?
Oh yeah, life after CC (Campus Challenge) can be described in one word. Awesome!!! God is Awesome and no matter what he is there during the good times and the bad. He always gives you a reason for why things happen and there is nothing to argue about. Firstly, I like to thank Him for giving me a clearer vision and focus of who I am and how I should live as a servant. I’ve got nothing to lose because in everything I do, it’s for Him anyway. Secondly, I thank Him for helping me and a SIC resolve things. Having the opportunity to catch up and share allowed me to put our differences and feelings aside to see the bigger picture. Some things weren’t meant to be but one thing is for sure… we’re in this race together and praying for each other is more beneficial than avoiding each other’s presence. Thirdly, I thank God for everything he’s done in my life… a loving family, a summer job, great friends, awesome mentors and peace in mind. Finally, joy is in my heart no matter the emotions I go through from time to time.

What else?
The DUCKS are definitely Mighty as they have come back to tie the series at 2 a piece. Emilio Estevez stop buy their dressing room and must have said something encouraging… or chanted. Anyhow, I hope they take game 5 to return back to Anaheim for a chance to win the Cup at home.

I Need a Girl Part 4?
Who knows? But I have a feeling something is going to happen this summer…

2003-05-23T13:53:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey!!!

I guess some you have been wondering where I have been the last two weeks. Someone asked me if I had SARS and I was like, "Where did that come from?" I guess being away from ICQ, MSN, email and even my blog could have drawn conclusions from people that I am was Quarantined.

Anyhow, this is just a sort message. Later...

2003-05-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

TGIF!!! The end of the first week of work is only a few hours away and I’m jumpin. Today, I received some good news from TD, saying that we are going back downtown. After spending a week here in Scarborough, it’s definitely going to be more fun in the BIG T.O since life downtown is a faster pace. My training is pretty much complete and now I’m ready for the real thing… I hope.

Mother’s Day is just around the corner and I don’t know what to get my mom. A card would be nice but boring. Chocolates are overdone. Perhaps some flowers would be nice. Last time, Mike, Steph and I bought her a mix of purple and whitish roses and they were great. Only downside… $$$. Oh well… Roses it is.

OMG!!! The Ducks and the Wild in the Western Conference Final!?!? Firstly, at the beginning of the year, everyone predicted that the eventual winner of Lord Stanley was going to be from West: Dallas, Detroit or Colorado. Now, it’s the 6th or 7th seed going to the Cup final. Mickey vs. Minni… how ironic. I admit that I am a die-hard bandwagon Ducks fan and I hope they go all the way. If they do, I will paint myself maroon reddish brown Ducks colour.

Quote for today: “A man who wants nothing, loves nothing.” – First Knight

2003-05-06T09:41:00.000-07:00

It has been over a week now, and I just want to let you know that I'm still around. Currently, I'm on my lunch break at work so leaving a message should not be a problem here. I hope no one is watching.

Last weekend was a blast, and I must say that I had a great time a Wonderland with Deb and her friends (Andrew, Erin, Angela, Kitty... yes... I remembered all their names). It's been almost 3 years now since I've gone and we went on most of the rides. The best ride was definitely "Psyclone," partly because I've never been on it. I played the basketball game just for fun to see if the nets were rigged with small rims. I had two shots and my first attempt was a BRICK... nothing but air ball. It was really sad since the gang caught up to watch. However, I redeemed myself on the second shot by hitting it and won a Chimp.

On Sunday, I went down to Waterloo to visit some old accounting friends. I played ball with Gary and for the first time, we won all the games we played. The secret to winning is to team up with a really tall white guy and give him the ball and looks. I've never had so many assists before in a game. It was great. Later that day, we went out with Bronwyn, Hilda and Natasha to eat Pho. The waitress recognized me and asked if my brother was coming... anyhow, she was very nice and the food was good and plenty.

Some how's work going for me? It's going slowly since I'm in the training phase. Hopefully it'll pick up tomorrow...

PS - QUACK QUACK QUACK!!!
!!!

2003-04-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

SARS
Many of you may have heard that SARS has grown to be one of the largest epidemics since the influenza outbreak in Spain way back. First of all, being a resident in the GTA area, I think our mayor has done a really horrible job in handling this crisis in Toronto. He had 5 minutes to take care of the mess and he blew it such as making remarks like, “What’s the World Health Organization? I’ve never heard of them.” In any case, the reason why Toronto business has been falling is because of fear among all consumers (especially the travelers) in going to restaurants and shops. This is totally ridiculous because they don’t know the facts or the numbers…

Did you know more than 2000 people die of pneumonia in a year? Currently there are 13 SARS victims. More people are dying from cancer than those who are infected with SARS. You are more likely to die from crime than to be “infected” by SARS. There are Freakin 4 million people that live in the GTA and there are about 200 reported SARS cases. If my math is correct, that’s less than 0.0000001 percent of the total population. Plus, people are recovering and there are fewer reported cases today than last month. Also, those who have died have been either really old, or already have other health ailments. So Jon, if you are reading this, if your decision to stay in Princeton is because of SARS, you’re a PUSSY… cat. However, if you have other reasons, you’re still cool.

So there you have it. SARS is not as bad as most people imagine it to be. So next time you feel crowded at a mall, subway, bus… just cough and people will give you space.

2003-04-24T15:23:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!! And now that summer is beginning, it’s time to get ready to PARTAY!!!

Well, it’s been over a week since I’ve blogged, but that was because of my ECON 102 exam. I spent countless minutes studying and I think it paid off. It was 100 MC questions and it took me a little less than an hour and a half to finish. Oh well, I guess I have to wait and see how I did.

So what’s been on my mind lately… I’ve been trying to read the four Gospels in the Bible all over again to gain a better understanding in them. Since I will be co-leading Bible Studies with Amy next fall term, I thought it would be a good idea to study the Bible more in depth. That way I can strengthen my sword and be ready to attack accurately. Right now, I’m using at butter knife (forgive the weak analogy)

Smallville the other day was pretty good. For the first time, the conflict does not surround kryptonite. Lana finally was able to defend herself without Clark’s help but at times I found it unrealistic, like how Lana was able to do a spin kick and knock out a guy. First of all, she’s like freaking less than 100 pounds and her spin kick was so slow but could launch the guy across the room. WTF!!! I guess it’s for dramatics, or the guy was a real WUS!!!

To end off, LEAFS SUCK… AND GO DUCKS GO!!! QUACK!!!

2003-04-19T20:52:00.000-07:00

Freakin Headache... I think I have a real bad case of migraines.

Today was a really fun day at my cousin Jasmine's birthday. We watched Stuart Little 2 and I can't believe I enjoyed watching that movie. For a guy who prefers Adventure, War, Action, Horror and Suspense, and some films that Phil likes, this is definitely a 180. I guess it was because of the present company I was with, and after all, everyone watching the movie was under 10. After the movie, I brought my case of constant headaches to my aunt (who is a MD) and she told me I should sleep more. That is what I'm going to do as soon as I get back to Waterloo (sleep from 12-7 and then wake up, instead of the 4-10).

At the party my aunt made a rather discouraging comment. Not that I really care, but she said I packed on a few pounds around the cheeks. So after cake I went down to her basement and lifted some weights (My aunt has a mini- gym down stairs and she lives in a Mansion). Maybe I should do some cardio instead... it's just my face. Oh well, I don't care... or do I?

Leafs lost but that's okay. They can't even get shots on net, never mind score. I hope the Ducks go all the way. Every time I see them play I'm going to chant "QUACK, QUACK, QUACK". Yeah right...

2003-04-17T13:22:00.000-07:00

I just got out of bed not too long ago and it's 4 pm!!! The last 5 days were very painful, not because of exams, but this freakin headache of mine. I had another one today and it hurt so much that I wanted to take an ice pick and shove it in my eye to stop the pain (Like that’s going to make it better). Well, it’s getting much better and I think I’m going to go for a jog outside to get some air.

The Ducks WON!!! I repeat. The Ducks WON!!! My team for the JLC pool is pretty much dead because most of the players I’ve selected are on Detroit. Cujo gave up some really bad goals… all of them coming from the top blocker arm side. It’s definitely his weakness. The Leafs also lost but that’s because Mogilny was out of the line up. No worries… they’ll win the series I hope.

I feel like reading some Harry Potter. Alright, I have a confession to make… I never really like Harry Potter until I watch both movies back to back. My Sunday School teacher taught me that Harry Potter was like the anti-christ, and has a really bad influence. So does everything else in this secular world… so WTF!!! It think he’s alright… so I’m going to read the first book, the Philosopher’s Stone.

I watched Gilmore Girls with my sister yesterday… Harvard or Yale? Sorry Jon, but Rory scratched Princeton off her list… HAHA

2003-04-16T09:53:00.000-07:00

My two big exams in BUS 111 and 121 are over and now I look forward to ECON 102. The year is finally coming to an end and I'm really looking forward to this summer. It's going to be a lot of fun... I'm hoping.

Anyhow, the Leafs are winning and I can't believe Cujo and the rest of the Wings are down 3-0 to the Ducks. It's the Ducks for crying out loud!!! Phil thinks that before every game, Paul Kariya gathers the team together to chant, "QUACK, QUACK, QUACK, QUACK!!!" What jokes eh?

I'm going home for Easter this weekend and I can't wait to see my family. It's been a somewhat stressful two weeks and I could use a little break.

TaTa

2003-04-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

One down and two more exams to go until the summer break. I’m relieved that my BUS 121 exam went well and that there was only one question that fooled me. Now I’m looking forward to my next exam in BUS 111, which I think is going to be that hardest one. There’s only two days left before it’s time, so I better hit the books hard. As promised… ROB 640 and in today’s edition, “Misunderstanding”

ROB 640
Misunderstanding is something that everyone experiences, some more than others. In marketing the producer’s view may be different than those of the consumer in a product or service. That’s what life is like for me… total misconception of the subject from the other party’s point of view. Sad, but I think it’s a natural trait I possess. Actually, more like an area that needs improvement… my ability to clearly communicate my point across. Well, I guess I should a bit more honest, and not so mysterious at times.
Clint and Christian pointed a huge flaw in the way I use certain words in a context. For example, “spoiled goods” does not mean that the person is spoiled with material things, but more like spoiled as in “been around.” I’m not used to using these terms and for the most part I make them up. Oh well, I guess proper English is the way to go about saying things.
I’ve been the most misunderstood person, I think… personally, about many things in relationships with people. I need to change and be myself. But I have… I don’t know why I’m still misunderstood. I guess it’s the perception that most people have about me. So you know what… too bad for them… if they cannot see me for who I truly am, then they got issues. I’m tired of having people saying stuff behind my back and telling me that I should be working on certain areas where they themselves are flawed. They rebuked me without taking out the splinter from their own eye. Or so I think… Anyhow, my bitterness has subsided and I’m going to live the best possible life for God and for myself.
So in closing, this will be the last few words from ROB 640… it’s time for a change… a change to ROB 680, all truth and no lies… that’s my new sarcastic saying eh… I’m all about the truth and facts… HAHA

ROB 640 signing off… what a weird discussion tonight… I don’t get it… I’m sure you guys won’t…

2003-04-11T01:13:00.000-07:00

Nothing really new to report except that I let some guys down when I lost to a girl in squash. Gee-Wiz, I can't believe I lost... I guess it's something that I have to accept and besides... I've never played squash before. Bronwyn made a lot of dishonourable shots that required me to do a lot of running after the ball. I guess it's okay that I lost... in some ways it puts things into perspective for me. What perspective? That I don't know... but anyhow...

I remember playing ball one day, and I blocked... I mean... swatted Jamie’s shot like down the court. It was bad… so bad that Eldon wanted to smack me because I rejected a girl. From that day on, I’ve always found it hard to play against a girl because there are some unwritten rules about being too aggressive to them. What rules? That I don’t know either…

Studying for BUS 121 is done and the exam is on Saturday. Can’t wait to write it so I can start studying for BUS 111. I spend about 2 hours a day studying and the rest of the time I goof around… watching TV, movies, chatting, sports, games etc. I can’t study for more than 4 hours a day, but today I did. Do I feel good about myself? Not really. Instead, studying is just studying. I’m tired now, and I think it’s time for me to sign off.

ROB 640 has been off the air for a while now and will return tomorrow on the subject of… “Misunderstanding.” Stay tune…

PS – Cal… the Canucks lost to St. Louis by 6-0. I told you they would lose… now I have bragging rights… but I won’t rub it in… instead, I felt like writing it. HAHAHAHAHA
GO LEAFS GO!!!

2003-04-09T23:28:00.000-07:00

The DC Library is definitely a place where serious studying is hard to accomplish. Not because of the CCFers... well... maybe, but the clusters of people. There is really no space and finding a seat is like looking for parking at Pacific Mall. Anyhow, I think I'm going to study at the Laurier Library for the rest of the duration of finals. With a few exceptions to say hi and what not to some pople.

For the first time this year, I had a lot of fun playing ball. I guess it's because I was hitting my shots and making good passes... keeping in mind that most of guys I played against seemed tired and my team was big. If you're tall with some game, you could be very dominant. I always got bodied and push around, but since I have been working out, the pushing stops. Nonetheless, basketball is still a sport I'm trying to play because I enjoy it, not because I have something to prove.

I went over to Deb's place for dinner and she seemed very tired. I guess it's because of the lack of sleep she's been getting. Anyhow, I pray that you don't force yourself awake and to get some rest whenever you can. You still have exams left, and you may need that extra energy for the final push. All the best in studying!!! :)

I need to be a little more serious myself if I want to do well on my exams. Tomorrow, I'm going to study at least 4 hours... not 4 hours straight, but 4 hours total. I have my bro to hold me accountable...

PS- Freakin Mogilny scored a Freakin Hat Trick... Freakin Walter has him in his pool... Freak!!!
In any case, THE LEAFS WON!!!

2003-04-08T20:53:00.000-07:00

First, I would like to thank Deb for helping with the website. For all who thought, or assumed I made this page, I honestly did nothing except my blogs... those are mine. Anyhow, I hope to learn HTML soon, so I can start managing on my own web work. Thanks Deb, you're the best!!!

2003-04-07T22:31:00.000-07:00

What a weekend of zero productivity… I think it’s time to get back to work and focus. But before I start, I just want to say that Walter gave the most moving speech I have ever heard from him. If you knew Walter, he is a very easy going and funny guy who has a very kind heart. I’ve never seen Walt cry before until he shared at Kenneth’s funeral on Saturday. I really glad to have you as a friend and I hope to see you soon after exams.

Exams… my first one is on the 12th and I have not even reviewed yet. Hopefully I’ll start after blogging. Anyways, I spent most of the day sleeping and sleeping. I haven’t gone to the gym for 5 days now and I feel out of shape. I guess it’s time to move my gluteus maximus and start working. But before I do that, I want to share something.

Hmmm… maybe some other time. I want to sleep… good night!!!

2003-03-28T00:29:00.000-08:00

Today was a really busy and eventful day... but in the end it turned out to be a really enjoyable one. It all started off when my dad called and told me that I had made a mistake on my OUAC form. Apparently, on the section that says language of correspondence, I put French. That means that all my letters and emails will be in French (suck eh?). It’s a good thing that my dad could read Le Francais, otherwise I would have been clueless with my OUAC mail. I called the proper authorities to make the changes and all I have to do is fax the amendments. Aside from that, my acceptance to Laurier looks grim… I have good marks but it may not be good enough. There will be more students applying for a limited number of spots available for the BBA program. That means I may not get a spot because most people in the Econ program are trying to switch into BBA… However, I’m cool with taking Econ at Laurier since it presents more of a challenge.

After talking to the Admin office at Laurier and class, I went to Conestoga Mall with Deb to pick out a gift for her friend Alvin. It did not take long to find the right gift, and we did some window-shopping on the way. At first, I was hesitant about going to dinner with Deb’s crew because I felt I would be intruding on “their” get together. However, since I was invited, I concluded that it would not be intruding. See how analytical I am… Anyhow, I had a lot of fun and enjoyed playing foosball and pool with the guys. Alvin kindly offer me a ride back home, and after contemplating over and over, I accepted… I felt “Hak Hay.”

Well, I really hope things turn out with my application and if not, that’s okay. I know God has a plan for me… I’m out… later…

2003-03-25T22:40:00.000-08:00

Wow… has it been that long since I’ve blogged? I guess it has. Well, I received my offer of employment contract for TD Securities two weeks ago, and I signed and faxed it. I really thank God for giving me another opportunity to work at TD Securities again even though I had a really rough time with Co-op last term. I learned that with patience, God will always provide. Last term, I was upset at the fact that I did not get any interviews and then started to doubt. However, in the end when I sought God first, I noticed the blessings he gave me through my friends and family (such as support and understanding). I thank God for putting me through what I went through last year in disappointment, failure, and of course, rejection. Life is not perfect and success is not measured by how much you make, but how content you are with what you have accomplished.

I finally submitted my application to OUAC and I hope everything goes well. Laurier is a really good school and I enjoy being there. However, I miss Waterloo from time to time and life without my accounting buddies is different. I wonder what life would be like if I stayed in accounting… then again, I wonder what life would have been like if I went to Queens instead. In any case, I learned to accept life as it is for me and hopefully make the most of it.

Well… I’m in the final stretch at school and I can’t wait for the summer. I need to go to the gym more often to lose some of those extra pounds I accumulated over the winter… good thing it’s not as much as some other people back at RHCCC… (ohhh….. bitterness again… but I can’t help it… HAHA)

2003-03-10T21:31:00.000-08:00

It’s been two weeks since my last update and I feel it is time for me to write again. Today was Mike’s birthday and I decided to get him a used copy of NBA Live 2002 for PS2 over the weekend. While I was shopping with Steph, I picked up a pair of weight training gloves for myself. Anyhow, back to the point… when I gave Mike his present, he did not seem happy. He actually wanted NHL 2002 instead. I found that to be a great relief since I thought he would be upset at a "used" copy instead of a new one. So with our parents in town along with our sister, we went to a restaurant called China Garden to eat. I did not like the food my mom ordered because I wanted the usual Singapore Noodles, Canton Chow Mein etc. Well, turns our that noodles and fried rice for one are traditionally for lunch, and rice with a variety of dishes such as choy, tofu, prok chops… are for dinner. I was like Cool… I learned something today.

School
I get my midterms back this week for BUS 111 and 121. Anxiety runs through me as I wait to get my marks back. I hope I did well, but as always, my marks turn out lower than I hoped for. Everyone wants to get a hundred, so I’m going to go into class with a different attitude. “What you see is what you get.” Actually, I think I’m going to sleep on this one and wait patiently. Hmmm… nothing much has been happening at school now that I come to think of it… it’s hard to reflect back two weeks ago. Maybe I should update daily or more often than once a week.

ROB 640
Well, the Leafs finally get Nolan and let and bandwagon jumping begin. The Leafs are going for the Cup… Seriously.
I walk through the library everyday and I see people constantly studying. I don’t know whether to feel sorry for them or for myself. Waterloo is a school for the academics but this is going too far. Generally speaking, I think people should go get a life and have time to have fun with friends. It’s kind of sad to see people studying 24/7 because they need the marks for co-op. Ah yes, the memories of competition. I’m glad I don’t have to face the pressure of it now but eventually I will have to deal with it when I move on. Many people feel that I could not handle the pressure of Waterloo and that is why I switched out to the college down the street. Well, I could handle the studies… I just couldn’t handle something else…

God’s really helped me sort through a few things and I thank him for everything. I’m glad I went through my funk last term… it was a great learning experience on decision-making. I also thank Him for providing me with such a great support of friends in the Christian Community. I just hope I live up to my end of the bargain.

“Life is not fair, deal with it…”
- Bill Gates response to people who complain that he is too rich

“If life were fair and easy, everyone would be successful… but will they be content?”
- My response on why life is not easy and we should be Hanging By the Moment

2003-02-24T20:35:00.000-08:00

Walter’s coming by soon and I thought maybe now would be a good time to squeeze in a blog. Last week was reading week for me and boy was it eventful. For the first time, I felt productive and satisfied with the amount of work I accomplished. I finally got a chance to meet Kenneth last week, and it was good to see him again. However, he had a fever, which cut our (Walt, Phil and I) stay short. I’m going to make a strong effort to pray for him and his family daily because seeing him reminded me of my mother’s situation. We sympathize with those in need but we never really understand what the family is going through. I wonder how often do we give our regards and comfort and truly mean it. Sometimes I feel that people do it for the sake of doing it thus, making a better image of themselves. However, people sometimes do it out of respect… but is it really out of sympathy… I wonder if I do it out of sympathy.

School
I managed to get most of my reading done for my two BUS courses (Exams are on Friday and Saturday). Most of my studying took place at the Richmond Hill Central Library. I was very productive although Phil may say otherwise. I usually bring my toys to distract other people from studying during my study breaks when I take them out to play. People wonder how immature I am, but I really don’t care because I don’t know them… plus, if you are focused on me, it would mean you have fallen into my trap… mwhahaha.

ROB 640
Things have been awkward for me surrounding an old friend whom I don’t talk much to anymore. I have pretty much moved on with my life and I hope our situation does not need any more resolution to it. I realize my faults and as much as I apologize, things would never be what they used to be. It’s unfortunate that she will always see the person I was, rather than the person I’ve become. I did not mean for our friendship to end but it happened. As of right now, I want to say that I hold nothing against you (for I have none) and perhaps another chance… another chance? Why would I want another chance? I already know the answer… this is how I’m walking away… but always willing to come back… if needed…

JC4UN4ME

2003-02-17T20:46:00.000-08:00

It's been a long monday and after watching Joe Millionaire, it’s time again to update my blog. While I’m on the subject, I think Joe Millionaire was a pretty good show. I’m happy for Evan that he chose Zora because she seems to be more authentic and I like her. However, the ending was kind of predictable when they both got the million bananas. If Joe is a smart guy, he should run off with the million to himself… but then again, it could be true love and they may live happily ever after. Of all these reality TV shows, this could be the one that works out… yeah right…

School
I’ve been studying pretty hard for my Econ exam all last week and after writing it on Friday, I’m glad it’s over with. It seems that every time I study in advance, I do poorly but when I review the night before I do alright. If these trends continue… EH?!?! That’s wishful thinking… I have two more midterms coming up on the 28th and march 1st, and I’ve already started reviewing and studying today at the RH Central Library. Overall, the work is starting to catch up and I need to get cracking instead of slacking…

ROB 640
Nothing much happened last week. I think I’ve gotten to the point where I can look at someone and not pass any judgement on them (the judgement I’m referring to is the guy kind… if you are a female reading this, don’t worry… you’ll just get confused if you try to understand). I can honestly put my reputation to rest about being a player and a mack because I’m not. Actually, I was not even one to begin with… or was I? But it’s a total misunderstanding that I think some people had of me… I was just being immature and I thought it was fun to joke around. Unfortunately, some people were a little sensitive about the foolish things I said and for that I apologize. I meant good fun but sometimes it’s not what I see but what other people see…

JC
He’s been very good to me… and always has… Give God praise for helping my mom recover from surgery and not needing to go through Chemo. My sister is off the crutches and back in the game after spending less than 2 months on the DL. I’m going to do my devos in James because I feel led to read it. If you guys (or girls) have any insight about the book, please let me know. I like sharing about God…

BIC,
ROB

NEXT WEEK – more in depth on how I’m “Walking Away.”

2003-02-10T19:48:00.000-08:00

After several failed postings I hope this one finally makes it. In any case, this year has been an awesome year now that I have more confidence in most of the things I do. I really Thank God for being there for me even though it may seem like he's distant at times. For the most part, I learned to trust and be faithful to him in both good and bad times. Now let me bring you up to date:

School
Just to set the record straight… I am currently a Waterloo student who is taking Laurier course. I have to wait to see if my application has gone through OUAC and hear some response from Laurier. But overall, Laurier is a really fun school, relatively speaking, and the people here are very friendly. The atmosphere is much different since most of the people here want to help as oppose to stab your back (not competitive cause of Co-op I believe). Anyhow, the courses I’m taking are pretty much review from what I learned at UW, and there’s not too much to stress over. However, the case studies are something new to me.

Gym
I spend a lot of time in the gym… actually, both gyms (UW and Laurier). This is a new year’s resolution that I have been kept accountable to by Phil who is my workout buddy at Laurier. Someday I’m going to bench more than you and beat you in an arm wrestle. If you are asking why I have been going to the gym, it’s because I’m getting pretty fat I think. After all, I am living with my brother who cooks good food (don’t worry, I cook myself too). We make lunch and dinner together and it’s definitely a lot of fun. He cooks, I clean (jokes). Anyhow, I eat a lot more than he does since I have more meals a day than he does. I have Breakfast at 10 am, Lunch at 12 pm, 2nd Lunch at 4 pm, Dinner at 7 pm, 2nd Dinner at 10 pm, and maybe some snacks in between. Since the beginning of this year, I gained 15 lbs… yikes…

40 Days of Purpose
I’ve been studying Rick Warren’s Purpose-Driven Book with Eldon and boy has God taught me a few things. One thing that really stuck out was the fact that we are a family and that we worship God as a whole… not as a lone ranger. Anyhow, I am still struggling with getting along with some people but I’m sure got will Ultimately help me out in this area. I’ve received a lot of encouragement from people around me and its helping… in due time, I’m sure I will learn to accept things the way they are…

Well… two months in a Nut Shell… JC4Life

2003-01-22T22:06:00.000-08:00

this is debs leaving the first mark =) now that it's done, time for Rob to blog =) The year, is 2003...have fun with it!